It's all about putting yourself together.
The ultimate question which I am afraid of being asked: what are your future plans?
To put this in a simpler way: what are you planning to do after graduation?
These questions will put me in a situation where I will stand there, blunted, staring into an invisible dimension, waiting for it to consume me. Okay, a little too dramatic. But for those out there who understand me, a few words can put tons of pressure on you in split second.
My degree is ending soon (Already ended when I publish this post). This makes me worry about how to deal with myself in the near future. I could not even decide what to eat for the next meal! And here I am, being asked to answer such grown up question though I am a young adult already! Hahhahaa. shit.
Every time I will give an honest answer, hoping that person will understand me. Sometimes not and it's okay. What I say tend to shock some of them: "Shame to say this, but I still don't know yet."…
It's funny how you cross paths with people.
I wouldn't imagine myself meeting someone from the airport, becoming friends and hangout with them later in the future. This cute lady came and talk to me when both of us were waiting for transition at Dubai airport. The first thing I notice about her is her bubbly personality and she does not look like her age. Well, I look like her age and she looks like mine 😂. Fortunately, she was smart and had suggested we should exchange numbers so that we could keep-in-touch after settling down.
She initiated a lot and I felt ashamed for replying her messages slow (I was busy settling down at that point). I was still contemplating where we should go since we didn't see each other after we parted ways at Gatwick airport. I saw her message inviting me to Eastbourne, a small town with rich nature scenery (Seven Sisters cliff is there) and I went.
It was a lovely day where I meet new people. But I shall continue this story in the next post.
summary of 2018. *Caution: Long entry ahead, read with care*
I have so much to write when it comes to the end of the year.
Firstly, I wanted to pat myself on the back because I write more than I thought I wouldn't be able to. But somehow I manage to fit my writing time into my schedule and commit to it regardless. There were a lot editings and finding the right photo that fit the entries, but still I always feel that excitement and happiness whenever I've published a new entry. It does not make me feel like an obligation that is yet to be submitted though sometimes it was hard to process for some, the process of doing it makes me feel happy. So, I am still continuing this journey, unfolding different aspects of my life and to share my thoughts about it.
Also, I wanted to thank those who are always supporting my entries regardless. Million thanks to you all who actually spend time to read it ❤️. Still, my initial goal is to do what I love and that is to share what inspires me an…