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Attached to places.

A wanderlust soul.
I somehow realize one thing about me, that is attaching to one place once I am familiar with the environment and finally feel ease with the people there-- Not sure if its a good thing, blast me with opinions if so :-).

My favourite place around my university-- A normal Subway franchise hehe. Quite a number of events happened there regardless the moments where I am eating my sandwich and sipping a cup of coffee in the early mornings. I feel energized and happy every time I leave. Its like I put my problems there and walk out from it as I walk out the door singing NO by Meghan Trainor to my problems.

I really like how the music there are always the soothing kinds, the person who puts on the music, kudos to you seriously. I can sit there all day long if I could, too bad there's class coming. However, it does not mean that I eat Subway everyday lol. That's cray.

Just wanted to express my inner thankfulness to this franchise that is part of my uni life :-).


It is a rather stressful. week

But I'm still moving on.
Ignore my ugly scribbling, pens ran out of ink.

Its a pressure week, but here I am, blogging. I just wanted to update my current condition. Finals are almost here, and I am still, swinging around. What I meant is, not slacking but trying to get hold of myself.

Its weird how I can feel so empowered in one day but weak in the other. Am I closer to my dream? I am so vague.

I wanted to share a list of songs that I am into recently :-). Feel my soul peeps!

My playlist: . Adele- Remedy (Sara Marathas version) . Troye Sivan- Youth . Anna Kendrick- Summer in Ohio


Thoughts about my future.

April has been a physical and mental draining month for me. Exams are approaching, every day living in anxiety cause this time is very important for me. The worst part is I have lost motivation in my studies which I should be exercising from a few months back. I even lost the power to make any excuses, simply because I have no motivation [full stop]

I sat down, thinking about what is the purpose of myself being here, what is the purpose of myself studying so hard. I could not find an answer. At least a little sign of it. I am not searching for a perfect answer written on scripts, nor answers that others think that its best. I am finding answers that satisfy the two issues in my brain: (1) What is the purpose of doing this? (2) How can doing this makes me happy? I wonder.

To be honest, I really love writing and I really hope that I can include this in my future work space. Its not that easy, setting paths for yourself, scrapping your previous plans and going for a new one. Its never e…