Does it hurt?
Throw back 2012.
Does it hurt? When I said words that I do not really mean in order to feel what your emotion is.
Does it hurt? When I did things that I am not suppose to do accidentally and almost got you in trouble.
Does it hurt? When I walk in front of you, never looking back on how you are doing, on the way from one point to another.
Does it hurt? When I chose not to speak to you even if I had the chance to.
Does it hurt? When you hide away the pain instead of telling me.
Does it hurt? Every time we argue.
Can you feel my heart? Before you chose to speak what contains in your heart.
Can you feel my heart? When you walk in front of me without looking back.
Can you feel my heart? When I said things I did not mean just to make presence in your memory.
Can you feel my heart? When I am gazing you quietly while you are sleeping soundly during a breezy afternoon because it hurts to wake you up.
Can you feel my heart? When things get rough with you but I decided to go on.
Can you feel my heart? When I keep everything to myself, rather than telling you.
Thank you for being a memory, at least to me.
With hopes and loves,